Not Ready

Another one of my August Kit projects for A Million Memories. I ripped
and redid this one three times.



I decided to concentrate on journaling this month so most of my LOs have
journaling:



Little boy, I look at this photo and my heart melts a bit. I think it’s
so cute that you’re so sweet to little girls.



And then I stop and freak out a bit.



I am so not ready for this. I am not ready for you to grow up. I know
this is nothing and I know that you’re years away from actually going
out with girls. I also am not one of those protective moms. I want you
to have girlfriends. I want you to experience love. Being loved. And
everything else.



I am just not ready for time flying by so fast. I haven’t had enough
hugs yet. I haven’t been able to spend enough time with you. I want to
stop time and just play with you for hours. For days. For weeks, months,
years. I want to freeze time for both of us so we can have some quality
time. And then you can grow up. And meet girls. And have your own life.



Just not yet.