Books I Read This Week 2018 – 22

This week was low on reading. I was working a lot and quite jetlagged when I wasn’t. I spent the evenings working or being with the kids so there wasn’t much reading. 

I had read about Love and Gelato and even though it’s not the genre I would usually read, it was fun and light and an okay read. 

Essentialism had been in my list for a long time. It was a quick and good read. Good food for thought.

I was looking forward to reading Akata Witch since I heard about it and the book didn’t disappoint. I really enjoyed it and if Fantasy YA is your cup of tea, I’d recommend it.


Books I Read this Week 2018 is a year-long project for 2018. You can read more about my projects for 2018 here.

Stories from 2018 – 22 – The Tech Challenge 2018

I forgot to capture the Tech Challenge which was a few weeks ago. This year’s challenge was building a contraption that can withstand a huge drop and then can deliver a penny to a specific location. All without using batteries.

I was the least involved this year so I didn’t really see what they built until the day of. And their name was the best this year: The Prolonged Verbose Unhyphenated Autological Polysyllabic Sesquipedelianists. Isn’t that amazing?

They always get interviewed first. No adults allowed.

Here they are in line, waiting to come out. 

And the challenge. They beat it twice in a row. Perfect both times.

And they won! Outstanding Device Performance. It was so wonderful to see them win.

Another wonderful year. So grateful.


Stories from 2018 is a year-long project for 2018. You can read more about my projects for 2018here.

Stronger Than Before – 22

 

Weekly Intention: This is a short week since we have Monday off and I am hoping to also take Friday off if I can pull it off. The three days in between are crazy busy and David will be off at another school trip. Nathaniel has a culmination on Thursday so the nights are busy and the days are busy but short. My intention this week is to see if I can spend some time on myself. Just 30 mins of thinking, writing, planning. I want to see if I can do some self-work.

This month’s intention is:  Quietly Strong: How can you bring more calm into this month? May is chaotic with lots of endings and transitions. Celebrate but also stay calm. Stay grounded. What will help here?  Maybe one last push here before May is over would work.

One way I will stretch this week:  I think i will do personal work this week and see what I can move here.

One boundary I will set this week: taking Friday off.

This week, I will focus on pleasing: whatever’s hurting inside of me at the moment.

One new thing I will learn this week: still doing Italian and French. 

One area where I will go deeper this week: self-work since i didn’t do it last week. 

What do I need to sit with this week? how to shift things. 

I am looking forward to: exercising again and journaling.

This week’s challenges: fitting so much in a short week

Top Goals: 

  • Work:  pm summit is ready?!
  • Personal: selfwork, exercise, healthier eating
  • Family: nathaniel’s culmination, david’s trip, and just spend time with jake

I will focus on my values:

  • Love: self-compassion is way overdue here
  • Learn: italian+french still
  • Peace: peace with whatever’s going on 
  • Service: to pm summit still + strategy sessions.
  • Gratitude: kindsness of friends and my loving husband

This week, I want to remember: summer is almost here.


Stronger Than Before is a year-long project for 2018. You can read more about my projects for 2018 here.

Weekly Reflection 2018 – 21

How I got Stronger this week: I spent most of this week feeling jetlagged and going to bed too late and waking up really tired. I didn’t exercise all week until Saturday so net net we’re going to say this wasn’t really a week I got stronger. I did show up at work each day, I took risks, I learned, I tried, I am trying pretty hard daily now. So if those count, we can add this week to the “win” column I guess.

Top Goals Review: the pm summit is finally reasonably organized. here’s to hoping it goes well. i made no plan, i am really too tired. i did spend a lot of time supporting Nathaniel. 

I celebrate: I celebrate Nathaniel’s awesome project. 

I am grateful for: good news my mom got this week. 

Karen’s Points: did the tabata only once this week. will do better next week.

A Change I embraced: this new job has been a journey and i am trying to figure out what’s good and not as good, and it’s constant change for me.

I let go of: most everything this week, too. i spent time hugging my family at night instead.

Core Desired Feelings Check-in:

  • Fresh: started refreshing my italian since that’s our next trip.
  • Magical: magical to see nathaniel’s project coming together.
  • Lighter: not feeling all that light this week
  • True: truth is that things are still where they were last week.

Where I chose Joy: had a wonderful hour hanging out with my friend Kelly 

I showed up for:  Nathaniel this week.

A Mistake I made this week: i am just still feeling down. i need to do the work but i am in a bad part of the cycle so it’s making it harder.

What I tolerated this week: a lot of catching up.

My mood this week was: jetlagged. 

I forgive myself for: not exercising, i’ll get back on it

What I love right now:  being back home still, i love being home and i really am loving the nicer weather finally.


Weekly Reflection is a year-long project for 2018. You can read more about my projects for 2018 here.

Moments from this Week – 21

This week is about Nathaniel’s class trip to Pie Ranch, David’s play in Sense and Sensibility, Google IO and tidbits of life.

I love having these ephemera in the book with my photos

and i love the small stripes of text


Moments from this Week 2018 is a year-long project for 2018. You can read more about my projects for 2018 here.

Books I Read This Week 2018 – 21

This was a travel week which means lots of books. I will say I am still in a slump where I don’t really feel like reading and I start a lot of books and stop them. 

I picked up First, We Make the Beast Beautiful because Ali mentioned it and I thought it would be an interesting read. It was interesting but also I think I have to read it a few more times. 

Blackfish City was an interesting read. I enjoyed it but it was darker than I wanted at that moment.

This Messy Magnificent Life was lovely and I should read more of her.

If You’re in My Office, It’s Already Too Late was a quick read. Interesting and full of tidbits that are helpful. 

The Perfect Mother was a different mystery for a change, not about drunk women. It also was honest about how hard it is to be a mom. I really liked that part. 

The Girl Who Smiled Beads was sad and empowering at once. It goes to show you that we can overcome so many things in life.

Only Child the best book I read in weeks. It was incredibly sad and very depressing but it was also fantastic. I am glad I read it.


Books I Read this Week 2018 is a year-long project for 2018. You can read more about my projects for 2018 here.

Stories from 2018 – 21 – David in Sense and Sensibility

David’s class put on 4 different plays last week. Midsummer Night’s Dream. Henry the 5th, some Improv and Sense and Sensibility. David’s third choice was the last one and alas that’s what he got. They put on an 80s version of the play and it was quite lovely.

The best part was all the 80s music they played in between the scenes. 

In a few weeks, they will be going to Ashland and watching professionals put on all these plays. I am so excited that he’ll get to experience that!


Stories from 2018 is a year-long project for 2018. You can read more about my projects for 2018here.

On My Mind – 21 – Endless Worrying

I want to be an optimist. 

I want to be the kind of person who can look at my life and know that I am doing my best. And approach things from the perspective of growth and gratitude and putting my best foot forward. And then letting everything else go. 

I want to have faith that things will work out.

I want to remember that nothing is really unrecoverable and things work out in the end.

I want to let things go.

I want to just relax.

Yes, that’s it.

I want to just relax.

But alas. I can’t. I won’t. I don’t.

I worry constantly. I am often sad. I am anxious. I think of the worst possible outcomes. When there isn’t much to worry about, I tend to make things up. 

And I definitely can’t just relax.

I don’t want to feel any of these things. I don’t thrive on being down so often. I don’t thrive on fearing the worst. I don’t thrive on being worried.

At least I don’t think I do.

But I can’t remember being any other way. This is who I am, this is how I show up in the world. This is what I know. 

On my mind this week is the fact that I am so tired of feeling this way all the time. That I want to just be done being this way and instead choose peace. Choose to have faith and choose to lean into that faith. Lean into peace. 

If only I knew how.


On My Mind is a year-long project for 2018. You can read more about my projects for 2018 here.

Stronger Than Before – 21

 

Weekly Intention: This week is reasonably quiet. We will all be home for the first time in a while. I have to go to school once and the doctor once. Jake has surgery at the end of the week and we all have a long weekend. Otherwise, it’s an ordinary week. The last full week of school. My intention this week is to take things slow. I will rest. I will spend time with my family and I will work on healing and making a plan for myself to feel better. 

This month’s intention is:  Quietly Strong: How can you bring more calm into this month? May is chaotic with lots of endings and transitions. Celebrate but also stay calm. Stay grounded. What will help here?  I haven’t been doing a great job here. I am calm on the surface but anxious under it. I am working on it. Not sure why I won’t journal either.

One way I will stretch this week:  I will do the best I can with the summit but let it go after that.

One boundary I will set this week: I will rest. I need the sleep and the mental rest even more than that.

This week, I will focus on pleasing: myself.

One new thing I will learn this week: moved on to Italian now since Italy is next. 

One area where I will go deeper this week: self-work. 

What do I need to sit with this week? how i am feeling. 

I am looking forward to: being home, sleeping in my own bed, hugging my family, spending time with jake.

This week’s challenges: jetlag+prep work for summit+friday

Top Goals: 

  • Work:  get pm summit in a good place
  • Personal: make a plan
  • Family: support nathaniel in his project

I will focus on my values:

  • Love: take time to look inward
  • Learn: italian
  • Peace: peace with where i am 
  • Service: to pm summit.
  • Gratitude: being home

This week, I want to remember: that it doesn’t mean anything. feelings are ephemeral.


Stronger Than Before is a year-long project for 2018. You can read more about my projects for 2018 here.

Weekly Reflection 2018 – 20

How I got Stronger this week: This was a tough week. I had a super-long way to Tokyo through Seoul and there was a delay so by the time I got to Tokyo, I was really exhausted. And with the exception of the next day, I woke up between 2:40 and 3:20am every day.  I was wiped almost every single night. But of course it was also wonderful. I got to connect with my work mates. I worked out two of the days and  we spent one day running around Tokyo and doing drumming. I wasn’t feeling my best so it was tough emotionally either but there were moments of joy and learning and most importantly the actual summit was successful, I think. So net net it was a week of getting stronger. I have one more summit to get through and then I can breathe a little bit.

Top Goals Review: the pm summit is still making progress. tokyo summit went well. do tabata twice. did not journal. ate so so, rested a lot but not successfully. chatted daily, came home 🙂

I celebrate: I celebrate being back home with my family. 

I am grateful for: a reasonably successful summit.

Karen’s Points: still doing the tabata. 

A Change I embraced: tokyo, food, hours, feeling off.

I let go of: trying to do everything. i slept and rested and did work i needed to do but not much more.

Core Desired Feelings Check-in:

  • Fresh: i tried some japanese food which is a big deal for me.
  • Magical: magical to be in tokyo again after all those years.
  • Lighter: lighter now that i am back from the trip
  • True: truth is that i am still tired and all the other feelings i mentioned yesterday. i am off but i will work on it. i don’t want to feel this way.

Where I chose Joy: Jake’s hugs when I got in, Nathaniel’s hugs when he got off the bu, and seeing David back from his trip were the highlights of my week. 

I showed up for:  work this week.

A Mistake I made this week: i overworried, i yelled at my son for biting his nails, i need to work on myself.

What I tolerated this week: exhaustion.

My mood this week was: down. 

I forgive myself for: feeling off. it’s going to be ok.

What I love right now:  being back home.


Weekly Reflection is a year-long project for 2018. You can read more about my projects for 2018 here.

Moments from this Week – 20

This week is about the Tech Challenge, Nathaniel’s birthday party, and a few more photos from Sydney.

David and his team. And his wonderful photography, too.

a few shots from Sydney. Love looking at all of these 🙂


Moments from this Week 2018 is a year-long project for 2018. You can read more about my projects for 2018 here.

Books I Read This Week 2018 – 20

Only a few books this week. I listened to more music than usual and just didn’t find a book I was very into. 

I liked Look Alive out There more than i thought i would. She’s funny. Some of the essays are amusing, others didn’t really speak to me but I am glad I read it.

My Oxford Year  was totally meh. Tried to be a Jojo Moyes but wasn’t successful in my humble opinion.

Everybody Lies was a fascinating read and I really liked it. It made me think a lot and started some great conversations. 


Books I Read this Week 2018 is a year-long project for 2018. You can read more about my projects for 2018 here.