Review: What You Can See from Here

What You Can See from Here
What You Can See from Here by Mariana Leky
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

I decided I would marry Martin one day because I believed that someone who would spare you from having to watch the world take its course had to be the right person.

It took me forever to read this book. I started it and then there were so many characters that I just couldn’t get into it. They were each interesting but none of them were interesting enough to keep my attention for some reason. Maybe because I was distracted and my attention kept wavering.

“No, Selma, I mean as a couple,” my mother had insisted. “I mean have you thought of being a couple with the optician?” Selma had looked at my mother as if she were a cocker spaniel and said, “But I already had my couple.”

But I wasn’t willing to give up on it. I put it down and then picked it back up many, many times. I grew frustrated with myself. I grew frustrated with the book. Why couldn’t i just read it and enjoy it?

He loved Alaska. My father saw him only rarely, which made love much simpler, because those who are absent can’t misbehave.

Each of the characters had their own story and then slowly they started intertwining. And slowly I found myself falling in love with each of the quirky characters. Enough that I didn’t want to let them go.

“Hello, Luisa,” Frederik said, and because it was so obvious, he understood right away that I didn’t have an opening sentence. In the blink of an eye, he took over and simply pretended he had called me.

And the story enveloped me into a lovely cocoon. I was transported into their town, into their lives. I cared about their stories, their pain, their joys. The author had slowly managed to make me fall in love with each of them.

You can live for years with a gnawing question, you can let it hollow you out, and then have it disappear in a flash, in a single moment of waking with a start. My mother left my father; the fact that he had left her already some time before didn’t change a thing. My mother was in a different time zone and so, from her point of view, she had left him first.

The characters in this story are real. They are quirky and they are real. They have real pain, dreams, joys, and they care about each other deeply. The writing is exquisite. This story has incredible heart. It’s the closest I’ve seen a writer get to Fredrick Backman.

So I’m going to tell you now: When the time comes, when the question arises and you can’t find an answer right away, then remember that you made your grandmother and me very happy, you brought us enough happiness for an entire life from beginning to end. The older I get, the more I believe that the two of us were only invented for you. And if there ever was a good reason to be invented, then it’s you.

In the end, I loved this book so much. I do wish there was a way for the beginning to be a little less slow but alas it takes time to fall in love with people, even in books.

with gratitude to netgalley and Farrar, Straus and Giroux for an advanced copy in exchange for an honest review.

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Daily Year of Yes – 151

Year of Yes – 151

I am not ready for the week yet. I need more time off.

Yes to saying not yet.

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Daily Year of Yes – 150

Year of Yes – 150

It was 80+ degrees here today. So after my crazy morning of exercising, little boy and I spent the whole day outside in the yard.

He worked on his Arduino while I read. It was the perfect, quiet day.

I wish there were another four days off before I had to go back to work.

Yes to resting outside.in the sunshine.

#yearofyes #karenikayearofyes

Drawing Books – Empire of Pain

Empire of Pain by Patrick Radden Keefe

 

 

Daily Year of Yes – 149

Year of Yes – 149

We have been living in this house all day, every day for the last 15 months.

The house is a mess.

Every corner I look at needs something from me. The carpets are stained, the kitchen counters are dirty, the entryway is taken over by my older son, the garage is basically storage, and the kids’ bedrooms… I try to mostly stay away.

There is so much to do and I am just reminding myself that most of it can wait. All of it is fixable. And it will all get fixed in time.

For now, we are just making it through this, together.

Yes to doing what I can when I can.

#yearofyes #karenikayearofyes

Daily Year of Yes – 148

Year of Yes – 148

I woke up exhausted this morning after a double climbing session last night. I woke up in the middle of the night and couldn’t fall back asleep so I was really tired and my muscles were very sore.

I didn’t want to get out of bed and didn’t really think I could exercise today. I felt like I had spent everything I had.

Here’s the thing: I absolutely hadn’t.

Not only did I get up and ride the bike for my usual daily 15 minutes, do my core and my arms but I also went climbing again later in the day.

I told myself I would just take it easy and do all the routes that I knew I could. But once we got there that’s not what I ended up doing.

I tried whatever looked fun and ended up climbing several routes that were pretty hard for me. Then about 2 hours in, once I really did feel exhausted, I decided that was enough.

This was my third day of climbing in a row.

It was a good reminder that even when I think I don’t have anything left, I have plenty left.

Yes to finding my own boundaries.

#yearofyes #karenikayearofyes

Daily Year of Yes – 147

Year of Yes – 147

Finally made it to the 4-day weekend.

Bring on the books, climbing, resting and more resting.

I am working hard to learn how to ease off on the pressure I put on myself. So when there’s a weekend and I have personal tasks to do, I don’t have to fill the weekend with them.

I can do nothing and that’s ok.

Yes to less pressure.

#yearofyes #karenikayearofyes

Drawing Books – Klara and the Sun

Klara and the Sun by Kazuo Ishiguro

Daily Year of Yes – 146

 

Year of Yes – 146

I was looking over my list I made in January for the year of Yes.

I am already doing most of what’s on my list. I think besides travel and connection, the biggest item I am not doing is learning. I was hoping to take some new classes and try new things.

I am taking an illustration class for this month but I would in general like to do more classes. Maybe it something I can do alongside little boy this summer.

I feel mentally and physically exhausted most evenings but I think I could still do this and that it would give me more joy than watching random tv shows.

Yes to learning and growing.

#yearofyes #karenikayearofyes

Drawing Books – The Last Thing he Told Me

The Last Thing he Told Me by Laura Dave
 

Daily Year of Yes – 145

Year of Yes – 145

In the middle of two simultaneous meetings this morning, I decided it was wise to pick up a phone call from my mom.

My mom who was calling to celebrate our wedding anniversary which we had completely forgotten about.

Within ten minutes, we had canceled my husband’s plans to go climbing with friends and booked a table at our favorite restaurant.

Which meant that for the first time in over a year, we got all dressed up and went out to a fancy restaurant and had a delicious dinner and wonderful conversation.

19 years of marriage. 26 years of being together and this man is still my sunshine. He sees me and loves me and is my best friend. We have spent more than half our lives together.

I am so grateful for the gift of getting to do life with him.

Thank you for reminding us, mom, we had a magical night thanks to you.

Yes to celebrating!

#yearofyes #karenikayearofyes

Drawing Books – Girls with Bright Futures

Girls with Bright Futures by Tracy Dobmeier and Wendy Katzman