Adventures in the wilderness are the best kind of adventures. We climbed today in the middle of nowhere without a person in sight. The rocks, the wind and the four of us.
I have not climbed in about ten days; it was really nice being back at the gym.
This morning little boy’s bus didn’t show up so I ended up having to drive him to school unexpectedly. It ended up being a two-hour trip and a lot of rush hour driving. I did not miss driving or rush hour. And while I wasn’t excited about making the trip, I felt grateful that it happened to be a light morning for me and I didn’t have to panic about work.
The feeling of ease is still here and I’m still practicing so much more awareness and release than before. I am so incredibly grateful for it.
I used to have so much anxiety on Sunday nights. I used to feel the loss of the weekend and the impending weight of the week ahead of me.
I don’t feel that way anymore.
One of the side effects of the work I’ve been doing has been the calm feeling of being in the present moment. I am here now and I am doing the best I can with this moment.
Tomorrow I will wake up and deal with that moment.
I woke up feeling bleh this morning and continued to hold on to that feeling all day. So, as a result, I didn’t get anything done, nor did I manage to put myself into a decent mood.
People say the seasons don’t change in California but they do. It.mightbbe more subtle but it’s there. Sometimes change can be hard to see when it’s gradual. You have to be willing to look closer.