Review: Mislaid in Parts Half-Known

Mislaid in Parts Half-Known
Mislaid in Parts Half-Known by Seanan McGuire
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

I will never ever get tired of these books. I look forward to each and every one of them and I hope she keeps writing them forever and ever. This one is a sequel to Antoinette’s story and I loved it so very much.

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Review: Disappointing Affirmations

Disappointing Affirmations
Disappointing Affirmations by Dave Tarnowski
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

If I could give this book ten stars, I totally would. My daughter and I read these in one sitting and laughed so much that we were crying. I then read them all again. I follow this account on instagram, too, and I cannot recommend it enough. I normally don’t enjoy humor that puts others down but this is written in such a way that it is clear it’s humor and not personal. I just love it and will read it again and again any time i need a good, honest laugh.

with gratitude to netgalley and Chronicle Books for an advanced copy in exchange for an honest review

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Review: Until I Love Myself, Vol. 2: The Journey of a Nonbinary Manga Artist

Until I Love Myself, Vol. 2: The Journey of a Nonbinary Manga Artist
Until I Love Myself, Vol. 2: The Journey of a Nonbinary Manga Artist by Poppy Pesuyama
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

I took a break between the two volumes because this material is tough to read and a lot to digest but I knew I wanted to read it anyway and I am glad I did. I am glad that they are on a journey to self-healing and I am glad they are documenting this horrible journey. Stories like this need to be told and I am grateful for folks who are brave enough to tell them.

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Review: The Road To Dalton

The Road To Dalton
The Road To Dalton by Shannon Bowring
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

3.5 stars rounded up

I took forever to read this book and I am not sure why. It’s exactly the kind of story that I like. It’s a quiet story that’s mostly a character study of folks living in a small town. Once I started reading it, I loved it and wanted to keep reading it.

If you enjoy action action action, this will not be the book for you. It’s quiet. It’s slow paced. It’s intricate, slow and also about things that haunt you from your past/memories. I enjoyed it and look forward to more from this author.

With gratitude to edelweiss and Europa Editions for an advanced copy in exchange for an honest review

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Review: The Five Year Lie

The Five Year Lie
The Five Year Lie by Sarina Bowen
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

This book has the most intriguing premise: woman receives text from her dead ex that he needs to talk to her and she should meet him under this one tree. When I read that, I knew I would be interested in reading the story and understanding how the author navigated this plot.

And it didn’t disappoint.

The story is twisty and turny and I really couldn’t stop reading it once I started. I really enjoyed that it wasn’t trying to be too clever and that it didn’t have a conniving unreliable narrator. It was just a great mystery!

with gratitude to netgalley and Harper Perennial and Paperbacks for an advanced copy in exchange for an honest review

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Review: The Adults

The Adults
The Adults by Alison Espach
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

I read this book about two weeks ago and I will be honest that I have forgotten most of it. I picked it up because Espach has a new book coming out this year which I loved so I wanted to go back and read her earlier work. Even though I don’t remember much of this novel, I remember thinking that I really liked it and thought it covered similar topics to the new one and with similar wisdom but it wasn’t as good. I will go back and read more of her work. I’ve liked each of her books that I’ve read so far and this was no exception.

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Review: Until I Love Myself: The Journey of a Nonbinary Manga Artist, Vol. 1

Until I Love Myself: The Journey of a Nonbinary Manga Artist, Vol. 1
Until I Love Myself: The Journey of a Nonbinary Manga Artist, Vol. 1 by Poppy Pesuyama
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

This is the story of the author bravely telling the story of sexual harassment they have had to endure while they were a manga artist working for a famous artist. The story is told unflinchingly and it’s not possible to read it without feeling the tense and horrific experiences they have had to endure and the ways in which these experiences can last a lifetime and impact so much more than the moments in which they happened.

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Review: The Eternal Return of Clara Hart

The Eternal Return of Clara Hart
The Eternal Return of Clara Hart by Louise Finch
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

I am not picky about which genres I read but the amount of YA I’ve been reading has declined quite a lot in the last few years. I think it’s mostly that when you read a lot of them, they start blending into each other, and you are not engrossed or surprised easily after a while. But when I saw this book in emily’s review I wanted to read it. I am a fan of the groundhog day trope, and one of my favorite YA books of all time also had a similar plot so I wanted to see if I would like this one as much.

And I did.

This is a thoughtful story as the main character is trying to figure out why his day keeps repeating. He is dealing with the grief of his own mother’s death and as the day keeps repeating he opens up to see more, understand better, and drop into his own feelings more as well.

There are many trigger warnings in this story so please proceed with caution but, for me, it was a thoughtful read.

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Review: The Defense

The Defense
The Defense by Steve Cavanagh
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

This was a fast paced thriller, but I think my mind was distracted so I never properly got into it and didn’t care enough to really get engrossed in it.

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Review: The Cemetery of Untold Stories

The Cemetery of Untold Stories
The Cemetery of Untold Stories by Julia Alvarez
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

I am a big fan of Julia Alvarez and have loved several of her novels. I love her narrative style and I love her beautiful characters and this book is no exception.

This is the story of Alma who is a famous author who decides to move back to her home country and create a cemetery of untold stories to honor and bury all the stories that won’t leave her alone but that she’s not managed to write.

The novel intermingles Alma’s story with Filomena’s (a worker she hires to tend to her cemetery) and several of the characters also tell their stories. Each story is unique and interesting and you can’t help but get attached.

IT wasn’t my favorite of Alvarez’s novels but I still loved all the moments I spent with it.

with gratitude to netgalley and Algonquin Books for an advanced copy in exchange for an honest review

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BOOKS READ IN 2023

  • My favorite read of the year was: Wellness by Nathan Hill (My runners up are Family Family by Frankel and The Wedding People by Alison Espach)
  • My favorite sci-fi (sortof) read of the year was: Fourth Wing
  • My favorite Fantasy read of the year was: The Book of Doors
  • My favorite uplit read of the year was: Cassandra in Reverse
  • My favorite nonfiction read of the year was: Radiant Rebellion
  • My favorite Historical Fiction read of the year was: The Women
  • My favorite Mystery read of the year was: Small Mercies
  • My favorite graphic novel read of the year was: When Stars are Scattered

Here are a few other books I loved

  • The River We Remember
  • Go As a River
  • Queen of Dirt Island
  • Shark Heart
  • The Second Ending
  • After Annie
  • The Last Murder at the End of the World
  • The Heart of it All
  • Thornhedge
  • The Other Mother
  • Adeleide
  • Tom Lake
  • The Bird Hotel
  • The Vulnerables
  • Tell Me How to Be
  • Foster
  • Happiness Falls

Here are all 202 books I’ve read this year. You can see my goodreads reviews here.

  1. A Chance for Us (Willow Creek Valley, #4)
  2. A Love Letter to Whiskey
  3. A River Enchanted (Elements of Cadence, #1)
  4. A Short Walk Through a Wide World
  5. A Woman’s Guide to Inner Child Healing: Overcome Trauma, Recognize Your Feelings, Learn to Let the Past Go, and Become the Best Version of Yourself
  6. Absolution
  7. Adelaide
  8. After Annie
  9. All the Dangerous Things
  10. Always Human
  11. Amazing Grace Adams
  12. Antarctica
  13. Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe (Aristotle and Dante, #1)
  14. Art for Self-Care: Create Powerful, Healing Art by Listening to Your Inner Voice
  15. August Blue
  16. Babel
  17. Baby X
  18. Beautiful Shining People: The extraordinary, EPIC speculative masterpiece…
  19. Before I Let Go (Skyland, #1)
  20. Before She Finds Me
  21. Before the Coffee Gets Cold (Before the Coffee Gets Cold, #1)
  22. Beginner’s Guide to Sketching Buildings & Landscapes: Perspective and Proportions for Drawing Architecture, Gardens and More! (With over 500 illustrations)
  23. Beverly Bonnefinche Is Dead
  24. Big Swiss
  25. Birnam Wood
  26. But You Have Friends
  27. Bye, Baby
  28. Cassandra in Reverse
  29. Check & Mate
  30. City People
  31. Come and Get It
  32. Creative Wanderlust: Unlock Your Artistic Potential Through Mixed-Media Art Journaling Techniques – With 8 sheets of printed papers for journaling and collage
  33. Damsel
  34. Day
  35. Demon Copperhead
  36. Drowning
  37. Every Summer After
  38. Everyone Here Is Lying
  39. Everyone in My Family Has Killed Someone (Ernest Cunningham, #1)
  40. Everything’s Fine
  41. Excavations
  42. Expiration Dates
  43. Family Family
  44. Family Lore
  45. Fellowship Point
  46. Foster
  47. Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1)
  48. French Holiday
  49. Gender Is Really Strange
  50. Gender Queer
  51. Go as a River
  52. Going Infinite: The Rise and Fall of a New Tycoon
  53. Gone Tonight
  54. Happiness Falls
  55. Hello Stranger
  56. Homebodies
  57. How To Be Remembered
  58. I Am Homeless If This Is Not My Home
  59. I Feel Awful, Thanks
  60. I Have Some Questions for You
  61. I’m Glad My Mom Died
  62. If Something Happens to Me
  63. If We’re Being Honest
  64. In the Dream House
  65. In the Lives of Puppets
  66. Ink Blood Sister Scribe
  67. Iron Flame (The Empyrean, #2)
  68. Just Another Missing Person
  69. Korean Grammar for Beginners Textbook + Workbook Included: Supercharge Your Korean With Essential Lessons and Exercises
  70. Kritzelpixel
  71. Learn to Draw in 5 Weeks: A Beginner’s Workbook for All Ages
  72. Little Monsters
  73. Look Again: The Power of Noticing What Was Always There
  74. Lost in the Moment and Found (Wayward Children, #8)
  75. Lost in Time
  76. Lost to Dune Road
  77. Love, Theoretically
  78. Man’s Search for Meaning
  79. Meet Me at the Lake
  80. My Murder
  81. Never Lie
  82. Nightcrawling
  83. None of This Is True
  84. One Moment
  85. One of the Girls
  86. One Puzzling Afternoon
  87. Only If You’re Lucky
  88. Only Love Can Hurt Like This
  89. Pageboy
  90. Pineapple Street
  91. Promise Boys
  92. Radiant Rebellion: Reclaim Aging, Practice Joy, and Raise a Little Hell
  93. Remember Love
  94. Ripe
  95. Romantic Comedy
  96. Rules for Second Chances
  97. Savor It
  98. Sea Change
  99. Shark Heart
  100. She Gets the Girl
  101. Silicon Hearts
  102. Small Mercies
  103. Someday, Maybe
  104. Speech Team
  105. Starling House
  106. Symphony of Secrets
  107. Tangled Up in You (Meant to Be, #4)
  108. Tell Me How to Be
  109. The Art of the Line in Drawing: A Step-by-Step Guide to Creating Simple, Expressive Drawings
  110. The Bandit Queens
  111. The Beauty of Rain
  112. The Bird Hotel
  113. The Block Party
  114. The Book of Doors
  115. The Celebrants
  116. The Connellys of County Down
  117. The Coworker
  118. The Creative Act: A Way of Being
  119. The Eden Test
  120. The Employees: A Workplace Novel of the 22nd Century
  121. The Endless Vessel
  122. The Family Game
  123. The Five-Star Weekend
  124. The Good Part
  125. The Guilty Husband
  126. The Heart of It All
  127. The Heiress
  128. The Hike
  129. The Honeymoon Crashers (Unhoneymooners, #1.5)
  130. The Intern
  131. The Invisible Hour
  132. The Last Love Note
  133. The Last Murder at the End of the World
  134. The Last Ranger
  135. The Lightkeeper’s Daughters
  136. The Lost Bookshop
  137. The Many Lives of Mama Love: A Memoir of Lying, Stealing, Writing, and Healing
  138. The Marriage Act
  139. The Memo
  140. The Minimum Method
  141. The Minuscule Mansion of Myra Malone
  142. The Mostly True Story of Tanner and Louise
  143. The Other Mother
  144. The Other Valley
  145. The Passengers
  146. The Plus One (A Brush with Love, #3)
  147. The Possibilities
  148. The Queen of Dirt Island
  149. The Quiet Tenant
  150. The Rachel Incident
  151. The River We Remember
  152. The Second Chance Year
  153. The Second Ending
  154. The Senator’s Wife
  155. The Seven Moons of Maali Almeida
  156. The Seven Sisters (The Seven Sisters, #1)
  157. The Seven Year Slip
  158. The Space Between Worlds (The Space Between Worlds #1)
  159. The Sweet Spot
  160. The Tainted Cup (Shadow of the Leviathan, #1)
  161. The Takedown
  162. The Terminal List (Terminal List, #1)
  163. The Third Person
  164. The Throwback Special
  165. The Trail of Lost Hearts
  166. The True Love Experiment
  167. The Undertaking of Hart and Mercy
  168. The Unmaking of June Farrow
  169. The Vaster Wilds
  170. The Villa
  171. The Vulnerables
  172. The Way Forward
  173. The Wedding People
  174. The Whispers
  175. The Wishing Game
  176. The Women
  177. These Impossible Things
  178. Thistlefoot
  179. Thornhedge
  180. Through the Snow Globe
  181. Throwback
  182. Till There Was You
  183. Tom Lake
  184. Translation State
  185. True Believer (Terminal List, #2)
  186. Watch Us Shine
  187. Watercolor Your Way: Techniques, Palettes, and Projects To Fit Your Skill Level and Creative Goals
  188. We Are All So Good at Smiling
  189. Wellness
  190. What Alice Forgot
  191. What Lies in the Woods
  192. What We Could Have Been
  193. When Stars Are Scattered
  194. Wolf Hollow (Lew Ferris, #1)
  195. Women of Good Fortune
  196. Yellowface
  197. You Always Feel Better When…: Five-Minute Reset Exercises to Change the Day
  198. You Are Here
  199. You, with a View
  200. Yours Truly (Part of Your World, #2)

Review: After Annie

After Annie
After Annie by Anna Quindlen
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

“It had been almost two months and he still waited for her to walk in the back door every morning. That morning he had leaned over Ali’s bed, and when his daughter opened her eyes and he saw the look in them, he knew she did, too. They were all floating in some in-between where nothing seemed real and nothing seemed right. Waiting for the rest of life, whatever that was, a future that felt like a betrayal. He kept her phone charged.”

I started this novel months and months ago because I love Anna Quindlen and I knew it would be phenomenal. But it’s about what happens to a family when the mom dies. And it was so heartbreaking that I had to put it down. For months.

I picked it up and put it down many, many, many times because this year was hard enough on its own and I didn’t need to sit in more grief. I didn’t want to sit in more grief.

““Yep,” he said. Her “complicated” and his “yep” were first cousins, were two answers designed to keep the jack in the box, because who knew what might pop out, everyone has a whole universe of trouble inside and no one wants the world to know.”

Finally a few days ago I was ready to tackle it and I am so glad I did. I will say that I still think it’s very, very, very sad. The grief pours out of each page. It’s heavy and hard to read. Especially because it’s not “in your face” grief. It’s not wailing. It’s the quiet, subtle grief that’s so much more heart wrenching. It’s the little moments that will never be the same. It’s the ordinary losses that feel so acute.

“You know, one thing I like about Miss Cruz,” Ali said. “She never says that. It’s like she knows that time can pass, and things can get better, or things can get worse, or maybe they’ll just stay the same. People act like time will fix things so everything will be the same again, everything will be all right, but sometimes it’s the opposite. Ant can get harder and meaner until that’s the person he is, for all time.”

There’s so much sadness and grief in this story. But there’s also moments of joy and hope. As with life, mostly we tend to move on, mostly we’re resilient and we recover. People help us. Kindness helps us. And we pick up our pieces and we find a way to survive and if we’re lucky we also find a way back to joy.

What a beautiful story this was. As with all her stories, this will stay with me for a long time.

with gratitude to netgalley and Random House for an advanced copy in exchange for an honest review

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