Review: Competitive Grieving

Competitive Grieving
Competitive Grieving by Nora Zelevansky
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

3.5 stars

This book was an unexpected surprise. It starts out as a light, funny read and then evolves into something touching and lovely. It’s about Wren who finds out that her childhood (and still) best friend has died. She is asked to clean his apartment and has to deal with all the people who are circling his friend’s belongings. She’s finding out all the things she didn’t know about her friend and finding out some things about herself in the process.

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Review: Morningside Heights

Morningside Heights
Morningside Heights by Joshua Henkin
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

This is a real and touching story about a well-loved Shakespeare teacher a Columbia who gets early onset Alzheimers. It’s also a story about a complicated family with ex-wives and step-children and abandonment and love and belonging. It’s also a love letter to New York City and its people.

I’ve lived in New York for all of my twenties and the characters in this story jump off the paper and are real and textured. They try, they fail, and they try again. They let each other down, they love each other fiercely. They take care of each other. They stand by each other. They show up for each other.

Each character in this book is unique and familiar and it’s not possible not to fall in love with them.

with gratitude to netgalley and Knopf Doubleday Publishing Group for an advanced copy in exchange for an honest review.

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Review: That Summer

That Summer
That Summer by Jennifer Weiner
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

This is definitely not Weiner’s typical type of book. It’s not light and a beach read. Which is totally fine but I do wish they would change the covers so it doesn’t look like it’s a light and breezy book. I wasn’t expecting the plot to be what it was and while I did like the book, I would have liked to know what I was getting into.

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Review: How to Save a Life

How to Save a Life
How to Save a Life by Eva Carter
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

3.5 stars.

Somehow this book ended up being different than what I thought it was going to be. It was a lot longer than I thought it needed to be and it was serious with a lot of serious subject matter and yet a romance, sort of, maybe in between genres? I did like it but I somehow didn’t love it. I sort of knew where it was going and lost patience in the middle when it took way too long to get there.

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Review: What Comes After

What Comes After
What Comes After by JoAnne Tompkins
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

I loved this book. It reminded me of “Plainsong” which was my favorite read from two years ago. I was quiet and sad and also beautiful. Even though it was a “mystery” there wasn’t much mystery to most of the story. It was character driven and each of the characters was textured and layered and i loved them each a little bit.

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Say Yes – 22

  • Weekly Intention: This is a short week. My goal this week is just to show up, i really need to take it one day at a time this week.
  • This month’s intention is: June: Yes to Light: Breathe in the fresh air. Summer is here. Smell the water. Go outside. Sit in the sunshine. One more school year is over. Celebrate your life. Oh man, i really needed to hear this tonight.
  • One way I will leap this week: maybe some more emails?
  • One boundary I will set this week: I need to think about what I need right now, I am not clear on it.
  • One area where I will go deeper this week: i need to go back to doing more journaling.
  • What do I need to sit with this week?  this burnout i’m feeling
  • I am looking forward to: being done with the DMV.
  • Focus on Core Desired Feelings (lighter, kinder, enough, magic, wild): right now i am not feeling much of any of these.
  • This week’s challenges: DMV, short, tight week, catching up on all i dropped on the floor last week.
  • Top Goals: 
    • Work:  make a list of all the todos, stay on top of email, send more emails.
    • Personal:  restart journaling plan, continue illustration plan, June OLW journaling.
    • Family: be with J, calendar painters, be done with DMV, find a driving teacher for D, more projects for N.
  • This week, I want to remember: it doesn’t mean anything.

Weekly Reflection 2021 – 21

  • The Best Part of this Week: the best part of this week was the four day weekend. I needed it and rested for most of it.
  • I celebrate: taking a plunge, however small.
  • I am grateful for:  a little extra rest this week.
  • This week, I exercised: I climbed 3 times a week, rode every day for 15 mins and once for 60 minutes, did 10 mins of core and 10 mins of arms and 5 minutes of stretching and 10 minutes of restorative yoga daily. I also did week three of strength class which was 2 hours of strength and 30 minutes of stretching this week.
  • This week, I said yes to:  sending those emails.
  • I said no to: catching up on email, i am incredibly behind.
  • I honored my values (love, learn, peace, service, gratitude): i am making peace with how things are and trying not to worry too much.
  • Top Goals Review:
    • Work:  did not make a list of all the todos, did not stay on top of email, did somewhat align around FoW.
    • Personal:  did not really continue journaling plan, did start illustration plan, did week in the life documentation, did OLW journaling.
    • Family: spent time with J, booked painters, encouraged D for M, N found his own project.
  • My mood this week was: i think i am experiencing real burnout at this point
  • I am proud of: i am proud of how much i can step away and disengage.
  • I release: all the guilt I am feeling.
  • Here’s what I learned this week: it doesn’t have to be this way.

Review: What You Can See from Here

What You Can See from Here
What You Can See from Here by Mariana Leky
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

I decided I would marry Martin one day because I believed that someone who would spare you from having to watch the world take its course had to be the right person.

It took me forever to read this book. I started it and then there were so many characters that I just couldn’t get into it. They were each interesting but none of them were interesting enough to keep my attention for some reason. Maybe because I was distracted and my attention kept wavering.

“No, Selma, I mean as a couple,” my mother had insisted. “I mean have you thought of being a couple with the optician?” Selma had looked at my mother as if she were a cocker spaniel and said, “But I already had my couple.”

But I wasn’t willing to give up on it. I put it down and then picked it back up many, many times. I grew frustrated with myself. I grew frustrated with the book. Why couldn’t i just read it and enjoy it?

He loved Alaska. My father saw him only rarely, which made love much simpler, because those who are absent can’t misbehave.

Each of the characters had their own story and then slowly they started intertwining. And slowly I found myself falling in love with each of the quirky characters. Enough that I didn’t want to let them go.

“Hello, Luisa,” Frederik said, and because it was so obvious, he understood right away that I didn’t have an opening sentence. In the blink of an eye, he took over and simply pretended he had called me.

And the story enveloped me into a lovely cocoon. I was transported into their town, into their lives. I cared about their stories, their pain, their joys. The author had slowly managed to make me fall in love with each of them.

You can live for years with a gnawing question, you can let it hollow you out, and then have it disappear in a flash, in a single moment of waking with a start. My mother left my father; the fact that he had left her already some time before didn’t change a thing. My mother was in a different time zone and so, from her point of view, she had left him first.

The characters in this story are real. They are quirky and they are real. They have real pain, dreams, joys, and they care about each other deeply. The writing is exquisite. This story has incredible heart. It’s the closest I’ve seen a writer get to Fredrick Backman.

So I’m going to tell you now: When the time comes, when the question arises and you can’t find an answer right away, then remember that you made your grandmother and me very happy, you brought us enough happiness for an entire life from beginning to end. The older I get, the more I believe that the two of us were only invented for you. And if there ever was a good reason to be invented, then it’s you.

In the end, I loved this book so much. I do wish there was a way for the beginning to be a little less slow but alas it takes time to fall in love with people, even in books.

with gratitude to netgalley and Farrar, Straus and Giroux for an advanced copy in exchange for an honest review.

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Daily Year of Yes – 151

Year of Yes – 151

I am not ready for the week yet. I need more time off.

Yes to saying not yet.

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Daily Year of Yes – 150

Year of Yes – 150

It was 80+ degrees here today. So after my crazy morning of exercising, little boy and I spent the whole day outside in the yard.

He worked on his Arduino while I read. It was the perfect, quiet day.

I wish there were another four days off before I had to go back to work.

Yes to resting outside.in the sunshine.

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Drawing Books – Empire of Pain

Empire of Pain by Patrick Radden Keefe

 

 

Daily Year of Yes – 149

Year of Yes – 149

We have been living in this house all day, every day for the last 15 months.

The house is a mess.

Every corner I look at needs something from me. The carpets are stained, the kitchen counters are dirty, the entryway is taken over by my older son, the garage is basically storage, and the kids’ bedrooms… I try to mostly stay away.

There is so much to do and I am just reminding myself that most of it can wait. All of it is fixable. And it will all get fixed in time.

For now, we are just making it through this, together.

Yes to doing what I can when I can.

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