So I am pretty pleased at the progress of LOAD but it does seem to be sucking all the other creative energy out of me. I have no idea what I did today and here it is 8pm and I haven’t accomplished much. I did take a walk with my family and have a mini-picnic. I read a bit. Oh and I bought a bunch of scrappy stuff. That’s it. Ugh. I will read a bunch more after this and I plan to get organized. Even if I don’t do any of my todos, it’s good to know what they are.
David was playing the Wii most of today and this is the best shot he’d give me.
And Nathaniel played.
And laughed when I made noises.
Love my kids. Love my husband who puts up with my crazy. Cause I have so much of it, trust me.
Note to Self:
I find that I can go from normal to crazy in a matter of seconds. Sometimes I don’t even realize I am feeling bad and yet, I am. And it all comes rushing out of nowhere. I think I need to pay more attention to these feelings so I can catch them before they come. Once it’s here, it’s too late and too overwhelming and too crazy. All bad things. Because then I start creating more and more chaos and making things seem way worse than they are. Whereas if I were able to catch it ahead of time, maybe I could prevent it, or at least I could let it come quietly, with more awareness and hopefully with pass with less damage.
Three Things I’m Grateful For:
1. Grateful for chocolate. I am so grateful for chocolate. It makes me happy.
2. Grateful for our little walk. I love getting fresh air and being with my family.
3. Grateful that it’s only Saturday. One more wonderful weekend day.
Two Things David’s Grateful For:
1. Getting to play wii, of course!
2. Having a pop-tart. Very rare deal for my little boy.
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