Long, frustrating day here. I don’t even want to rehash it. I am ready to be over with today. Ugh.
Nathaniel’s started to push things around. He loves David’s chairs especially.
And when they fall over, he tries to pick them up.
But he can’t.
So he gives up.
And starts getting into other things, of course.
He’s a big fan of the empty water bottles I recycle.
And David spends most of his days with legos still.
And that’s pretty much life here.
Note to Self:
I noticed today that a small little problem can set my whole day off. This is ridiculous but maybe it’s cause I am operating at such full capacity that a tiny new drop causes me to spill over. Or I am easily frazzled. Or I am so tired. But either way, it’s a bad sign that small things can set me off. That they ruin my day and cause me to be angry and to yell and to look at everything else through negative eyes. There aren’t that many days and each is really precious. I do not want any of them to be ruined by my bad attitude. I need to work on this. I need to know how to stop things from triggering me. Things happen. This is life.
Three Things I’m Grateful For:
1. I am grateful that my husband lets me vent when I am feeling frustrated for no reason and don’t want my problems resolved but just wanna vent. I know it’s hard not to try to solve and I appreciate it a lot.
2. I am grateful that Nathaniel decided to take both of his naps today, I really needed it today.
3. I am grateful that despite my unreasonableness at times, David is still wonderful and loves me.
Two Things David’s Grateful For:
1. legos legos legos.
2. more batman movies!
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