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DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 30 2009  We did one final tour of houses and I think we're getting close to narrowing down our choices. It's exciting and scary all at the same time. I am also starting to feel really exhausted because I literally do not sleep for more than 20 mins at a time now and I cannot function most of the day. So I am not sure what the plan will be for the next three weeks before the little one's due to arrive but I am trying to take it easy and nap a lot and do tiny bits of work in between. Happy Monday!  DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 29 2009  Here he lines up all of his new action men and his new car has the ability to propel a dog out of it, so he uses that trick to knock them all down. You'd be amazed at how many times he patiently lined them up just so he can do this. We spent most of yesterday and today looking at houses. We drove all around our neihborhood and a few adjacent ones to show my sister the houses we had found so we could get her opinion. The rest of the time we played, rested and just enjoyed each other's company. Having my sister here means we get a fully cooked meal each night. I cannot tell you the difference it makes. Watching how quickly she does it all, makes me feel maybe I could do it, too. CATALYST 55 - UNBOUNDED LOVE  My words: I must say my first experience with true, deep, unconditional love was my husband but then my son was born and the power of loving someone that small, someone whom I carried inside me for nine months and someone who is so much a part of me is indescribable. I will forever love him and my love for him will always be unbounded. DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 28 2009  Yona knew that this trip would be all about relaxing and not doing very much since I am so very pregnant and need more rest than anything else, so she didn't really bring much to wear, yet, she still came with a huge luggage. When I asked her what was in it, she told me they were toys for David. And she wasn't kidding. Here's the photo of the luggage before David attacked it. I don't think she'll ever be able to come again without bringing this many toys. It's a good thing she has twins who are six years ahead of David. So while I was excited about having my sister visit, I think David might be even more so now that he knows what it means to have her here. DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 27 2009  My last day before I go on maternity has been uneventful. I tried my best to tie all the loose ends as best I could and they gave me a congratulations cake (and yes I should have taken a photo of it) and a little onesie and a hat for the little one. It was so sweet and kind and generous. It will be odd not to go to work for the next few months but I do know that I will have my hands full very soon. My sister is coming tonight so I am extremely excited and there will be several posts coming about her. 52 QUESTIONS AND TECHNIQUES - TAG 12  I read this question at a moment I was feeling truly grateful for everything. The last few months have had their ups and downs but at this particular moment, I am so thankful for life. For my wonderful husband and amazing son. For this life growing inside me. Even for my job and the great people I work with. For spring finally coming back. For the beauty of nature. For getting to teach this class I am teaching. For getting to read books, watch TV, and in general do things I love to do. So I wanted my tag to just focus on how wonderful my life is in general and how very thankful and grateful I am for that. I wanted to do something vintagy last week so I guess that stuck with me. I was inspired by two amazing people and my art cannot do justice to either. One is art like this by the amazing Rebecca Sower. The other is this beautiful white on white piece by Vivian Bonder. I fell in love with the white on white and have been meaning to do some art that only has tones of white for a long long time. Both of these women are incredibly inspiring and amazing. Besides a lot of lace, I used some machine stitching and that's really about it.  ---- I am combining Emily Falconbridge's art journal questions with trying a new technique each week. You can see the full list: here DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 26 2009  Quieter than usual day today. Thankfully. I've been really really exhausted lately. I don't sleep at all at night anymore so I really need a nap or two during the day. Tomorrow is my last day before I go on maternity. It will be so odd not to check my mail obsessively and to not have meetings all day, etc. Then again, within a few weeks, I will be spending all my waking moments with the little one so I am sure I will have my hands full. I finally did tag number twelve today and it was a lot of fun. I am really glad I am doing this project. It has been one of the most fun things I've done this year so far. DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 25 2009  Last night was a rough night. Even though I went to bed at 7pm, I kept waking up and then at 1am, I just couldn't go back to sleep so I had to get up and read a little and then try to go back to bed and it was all just crazy. Not to mention all the nightmares I've been having. I know the next few weeks will only be harder but I am also seeing the light at the end of the tunnel since I am due exactly one month from today so I am telling myself to hang in there. DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 24 2009  Days are passing quickly but hectically. I am still really busy at work and am using most of the rest of my spare time to take care of David, keep up with my BPS class, and rest. I am getting more and more tired and more and more heartburn. Lovely. Only three more days until my sister is coming and I cannot wait. Miss her so much. As it gets closer I just miss her more and more. JOURNALING ROADBLOCKS AND TELLING STORIES DEEPLY As I mentioned earlier, Big Picture Scrapbooking is giving a spot in my class today. If you haven't gone over to add your name, here's where you can do that. I've been reading through the comments and wanted to address some of the journaling roadblocks that people have put in the comments. I went through the list and made some major categories that most of the people's comments fall into. I wanted to address them in two ways. One, to tell you whether we tackle this in the class directly or not and two to give you a few words of my thoughts on this so you can see what direction I would lead you in, in the class, so you can assess whether taking the class would be helpful to you. So here we go, in no particular order and paraphrased in my own words:
One thing I've told the students in the workshop and would like all of you to know is that I am fully commmitted to everyone getting exactly what they want out of this class. Journaling is my passion and I want to make sure that if I don't happen to address something that's in your mind, something that's holding it up for you, something that's stresssing you, that you can always post on the message boards and ask me or email me directly. I'm committed to everyone walking away with exactly what they wanted and more. I hope these answer some questions you might have. I posted more about specifically what you get each week and general logistics: here. As always, if you have any questions, don't hesitate to ask. I hope I see you in my workshop. DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 23 2009  My last Monday at work before I leave for maternity. Work's quite hectic of course but it's all last minute stuff so I am trying to do my very best and leave things in as good a state as I possibly can. I've been meaning to write this one down. The other day, David and I were driving to school and he always asks me when he'll be six or seven or fifteen etc and I say "in one year" or "in five years" etc. Then he asked me when he will be twenty. I said "in sixteen years." He said that he wanted to be twenty and I said I didn't want him to be twenty, so he asked why. I told him that when he's twenty, he wouldn't be home with Mommy and Daddy anymore. He'd be away at school and sleeping there and we'd miss him so much. He thought about this for a while, and then said: Ok, I don't want to be twenty. I want to be SIX! I laughed and laughed. I love my boy and I know that one day the prospect of not living with Mom and Dad will be so appealing but I am so happy that, right now, it's not. WANT TO WIN A SPOT IN MY CLASS? BPS is giving a free spot in my class. Even if you've signed up, they will refund your money so go try your chances. Only three more days to sign up. I hope I see you there. DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 22 2009  Another simple day with a few chores done but nothing substantial done. We played Wii for a while, watched some TV and mostly relaxed. Oh and we started doing the taxes. Still a long way to go. And still no art done. Oh well. Some weekends are just like that. I hope yours was more productive than mine. CATALYST 54 - A PUBLISHED AUTHOR  Here are my words: This one was easy for me. I've always always always wanted to be a published author. Fiction. Reading has always been and will always be my number one passion in the world and I've always dreamt of being one of those authors on people's shelves. I have started several novels and have done a lot of writing over the years but I have never taken it all the way. Never fully finished, edited, and sent out a book to a publisher. In the last six years, I have mostly stopped writing altogether but I still think of it from time to time and the desire to become a published writer has not subsided one little bit. DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 21 2009  David and Daddy went to Stanford's Lucile Packard today (where we're planning to have the baby) and took a class on sibling preparation. As part of the class, they gave David this "Big Brother" shirt. Which he hasn't taken off all weekened. I am not sure how much of the class he digested but we figure no harm and possible help is never a bad thing. We also looked at a few more houses around Mountain View, Palo Alto, and Menlo Park. I think we have officially seen all the new houses in the area now. Other than that, I've gotten nothing done. No art. A lot of naps, though... I shall leave you with one more photo from this session:  DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 20 2009  Really busy day today, trying to tie up loose ends at work. Making sure that whoever takes over for my work is not left stranded. I want to leave things the best I can. There are still so many baby things I haven't even begun worrying about like washing all of David's old clothes with the special baby soap. Like buying a new pack-n-play so there's a place for this little one to sleep. Like making sure we have newborn diapers etc. etc. At least I did make the carseat installation appointment so I feel good about that. And David's going to a "sibling" class at Stanford this weekend so we'll see how helpful that will be. My sister is coming to visit exactly one week from now. I haven't seen her in person since June of 2006. I miss her like crazy. I cannot wait to see her and hug her and spend hours and hours talking to her. I know she'll help me with shopping, with preparing for the baby, and with looking for houses. She will cook for us. She will just be so awesome to have around. I cannot wait to hug her. My Big Picture Scrapbooking class started yesterday and the boards are already hopping. I am so excited to be there, to get to teach this class, to get to share this experience with others. I cannot tell you how happy it's making me. I am so thankful for the opportunity. I shall leave you with this wonderful photo of David from this morning:  Happy Weekend! 52 QUESTIONS AND TECHNIQUES - TAG 11  To be fully honest, the one thing that literally keeps me awake at night is the baby, of course. Now that I am 8.5months pregnant, between peeing and spinal pain, there's not much sleep to be had. But since I did a tag on pregnancy two weeks ago, I wanted to focus on something else so I decided to choose another big thing happening to us: the fact that we might be buying a house for the first time ever. Deciding whether to buy or not, finding a house, and trying to do it all in the middle of a baby coming certainly has been keeping me awake so I thought it was a fair one to tackle. I originally planned to do "vintage" this week but somehow when I started doing the tag, this is what came out. I don't know that it uses any specific technique except maybe a bunch of stamping and some layering. Nothing major or very new to me. I took a chipboard house and added elements of what I hope to have in my new home: music, words, flowers, sleep (moon), joy (butterfly), togetherness (key) and lots and lots of love.  ---- I am combining Emily Falconbridge's art journal questions with trying a new technique each week. You can see the full list: here DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 19 2009  This is David and Daddy playing with stomp rockets in the backyard. David loves these so much that I think you can see the joy in his face. Last night, he decided to experiment with the different ways he could get the rocket to fly.  He tried using his elbow, jumping with both feet, sitting on it, jumping backwards and many other crazy styles.  And the whole time he laughed and laughed and just couldn't get enough.  Watching that kind of joy on a kid's face is electric and contagious. It's one of the joys of being a parent and getting to experience the world through your little one's eyes. He kept making his hands into little firstballs so he could get more strength.  And of course here's a tulip shot I took before I had to part with the beautiful, reddish orange ones we had this week.  My Big Picture Scrapbooking class started today and I couldn't be more excited. You can still register for a little while and if you're on the fence, go for it! I promise you won't regret it :) Happy Thursday! DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 18 2009  Another long, eventful day but now we're halfway through the week so I am feeling more optimistic. I hope your week is going well. DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 17 2009  A long day today even though it wasn't Monday. As my last few days are coming at work before I leave for maternity, and as the baby gets coser, there are just lots of odds and ends to do for both. So today was meetings and presentations and then trip to Stanford Hospital to learn more about their birth center and process. My BPS class starts on Thursday so I am really excited about that and a week into the class, I will be leaving for maternity so I will have extra time and attention to give to the class which makes me even happier. I just hope the students like all the work I've put into it. I will leave you with a photo of David from school cause I can't ever have enough of those:  DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 16 2009  On the other hand, David's been considerably more difficult lately. Not like he's terrible or anything; he's still the sweetest boy. But he shows signs of complaining and pushing back more often. I don't know if that's really just natural part of growing up or something is up but I am hoping it will pass. Honestly, on the little sleep any little thing gets on my nerves so it could also be mostly me, who knows? I had quite a lot of contractions today. I really can't imagine getting a lot bigger but I know I will. Oh well, as long as the little one is happy and healthy. DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 15 2009  Today was a quiet day. My brother and sister in laws are still here. They spent the morning playing with David while I took a nap and then they all went to have lunch with a friend while David and I attempted to take a nap but he wouldn't take one which meant I couldh't have one either. And now we're all watching Wall-e. Here's Leila and David, playing with the tatoos.  And here are some beauitful tulips my friends Manu and Hana brought yesterday:  Happy Sunday. CATALYST 53 - I THEE WED  Here's my text: When we were planning our wedding, the one thing we spent the most amount of money on was our photographer. We figured the photos were the best way to preserve our memories of the special day. We found this person who looked really professional, had great albums, etc and decided to go with him. He did show up and take a bunch of photos and he even delivered us our proofs and album. The deal was that a year later he would give us the negatives. Except that when the year passed, he went completely awol. We couldn't get him to answer the phone or email. We were never able to get in touch with him again and, to the day, don't have one negative from our wedding day. We still have the album we bought but if you come to our house, you won't see any wedding photos on our tables because we have none. DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 14 2009  My beautiful sister-in-law threw me a baby shower today. It was a wonderful, relaxed one and good friends came. We didn't have a lot of people but it was really nice to have one nonetheless. I am reall thankful that they came all this way just for us and played with David so much too. She bought some yummmy food and did some traditions from each family member. Here's my brother in law, Danny, and David.  Here's a tradition my other sister in law, Andee, does: we gave candles to everyone so they could light them when I am in labor.  One from Lelia herself: she bought stickers and got the guests to pick the ones they liked and write some words on a picture frame so when the baby comes we can put the photo in it with everyone's sentiments around it.  And finally one from my sister: a sheet torn by everyone and then candy wrapped in it.  And that's it. I hope your day was as nice as mine. DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 13 2009  I hadn't had tulips in a week or so, I missed them. Look at all the colors. It's just so stunning to me. Even though it doesn't even smell, I love it nonetheless. Not feeling up to saying much today, so I will leave you with a lego shot I took at David's school. Happy Friday.  52 QUESTIONS AND TECHNIQUES - TAG 10  I've had to think about this one for a long long time for some reason. At first, I thought about my favorite movies but then I reread the question and it talks about creative inspiration. Then, the first thing that came to my mind were these set of three movies made by a Polish director called Red, White, and Blue. So I decided instead of choosing five, I'll just stick to this trilogy. This week's technique was fragments. I honestly had no idea what to do with them so it was an interesting challenge for me. I went through all my scraps and picked all the red, white, and blue paper I had and glued them to the back of the fragments and then just had fun with it. I painted the tag with denim distress ink and then embossed it with clear, shiny embossing powder. The fragments I had were the ones with the holes so I tried to align them interestingly. I am not sure how I feel about the outcome but it was fun. I am sorry the photo didn't turn out that well, especially the butterfly.  ---- I am combining Emily Falconbridge's art journal questions with trying a new technique each week. You can see the full list: here DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 12 2009  Started on the tag last night. Finally picked the theme and the technique but I am not finished yet. Not sure if I love it, but the point is to experiment and I certainly have been experimenting. One week left to my Big Picture Scrapbooking course, Telling Stories Deeply. I am really excited and nervous. You can get more detail here and of course you can ask me questions as much as you need. I hope to see you in my class! DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 11 2009  We're halfway through the week already and I feel like I've accomplished too little. My wonderful brother in law is coming to town tomorrow so I am excited to see him and his wife is coming on Friday. I haven't seen her in so long and she's so wonderful that I can't wait to see them. They're flying across the country just to throw me a baby shower, aren't they the nicest people in the world? I've been thinking about my tenth tag but I haven't decided exactly what to do yet and even what technique to use. We'll see when and if inspiration strikes. It doesn't strike very often laltely. Hope your week is going well. EXPECTATIONS AND HAPPINESS Lately, I've been thinking about the power of expectations. Or more like the downside of having too many of them. I've decided that one of the biggest contributors to unhappiness is when expectations don't align with reality. When I was pregnant with David, Jake and I took a baby prep class and a month after our kids were due, we all came back to the same hospital to meet and talk about our babies and how things went, etc. We noticed, at the time, that the couples who had an unexpected problem (however small it was) felt like their hospital/birth experience was terrible and in the cases where everything went smootly, the parents thought the hospital was amazing. There might have been some cases where the staff varied enough to cause this, but I really think it had more to do with the alignment of expectations vs reality. If you go into it thinking you'll have a one night stay at the hospital and end up having to stay 3 days, suddenly it's the hospital's fault or something went wrong. Instead of focusing on the good, like how your baby is healthy, you focus on how things didn't go as planned. This is true in the smallest things in life like getting caught in a red light when you expect to be somewhere at some particular time. It's also true in the biggest things like career, love, home, etc. I've been trying to figure out what this means to me. Do I lower my expectations? Do I purposefully not set expectations? But aren't expectations also a bit of a driving-force behind acheivement? How are they different from goals? I am not entirely sure of the answers. But I did decide that I will spend more time thinking about the crux of the issue and try to figure out what matters most to me and hope that, that particular thing goes well and try to refrain from having any more expectations than that. So, for example, concentrate on having a healthy and happy baby and let go of getting to control the timinig, location, and other, smaller issues.Or focus on getting somewhere safely even if it means I have to be a few minutes late. Cause safety matters more. Spend the extra few seconds to hug or calm David down even if it means I get that much less sleep. I guess it's a way of learning that you can't have it all and you should stop expecting it. And it's also taking your expectations, especially the subconscious ones where you just take things for granted, and living each day more aware of them and making sure you're not expecting more than what's realistic and, more significantly, more than what matters. DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 10 2009  I've also been meaning to write this little story that happened between us last week. It was one of those nights Jake was working late so I had put David to bed and he was being whiny and I was almost at the end of my patience and took a deep breath to make sure I wouldn't blow up at him and changed course. So I slowed down and said "I'm so happy you're my son, David. I love you. Thank you for being my son." There were a few moments of quiet and then he said "You're welcome." and then he said "I'm so happy you're my Mommy." It made me feel so much better and it made me realize the importance of taking a breath and stepping back every now and then. On another note, today's my best friend Levent's birthday! Happy Birthday my wonderful friend, I love you!! DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 9 2009  A long day today as Mondays are for me but then the week gets lighter so I know that I just have to get through today. Not much else to write so far today. Happy Monday. DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 8 2009  I had planned to take the whole day off and just relax and be with Jake and David and not worry about getting things done and it's been a lovely day so far. Despite the strong heartburn, I feel calmer and more positive than yesterday. The household is quiet as everyone takes a nap and relaxes on this Sunny Sunday. I finished the latest Grisham novel I was reading and honestly it was so bad that by the end of it I was mad at him for taking my time and wasting it like that. Who wants a "whoddunnit" novel that doesn't actually tell you who did it. What a waste of hours I won't ever get back. Off to read another book and take a short nap myself. Hope you're having a happy weekend. CATALYST 52 - TIME TO LET IT GO  My words: I've always been a worrier. All the time and about everything. When I was pregnant with my first baby, I put a sign over my door that said "give up that there's something wrong." and I looked at it every day. Over the last four years, I've gone up and down on this. And this year, I've decided to put extra focus on achieving peace and letting go of worry. Though, I must admit the relatively rough pregnancy hasn't helped a lot, I really have been working hard at letting it go. If there's one thing I'd love to learn, it's letting go of worry. Technique Highlight:  This piece is inspired by the amazing Kelly Rae Roberts. I used several of the techniques she teaches in her book "Taking Flight." The wings have glitter glue on them that makes them shine and they are made out of wire and tissue paper. DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 7 2009  A relatively productive day today. I did two catalysts, a bunch of laundry, read some, played with David a bunch, and prepared tomorrow's catalyst for posting. However, it was also a pretty rough day emotionally. I seem to be up and down a lot and maybe suffering from a bit of this. Hoping to go to bed in a few minutes and get a good night of rest. It's amazing what some rest can do. Jake comes back tonight and I am excited to see him. I miss him when he's gone. I know many women like taking time off but I seem to be happiest when my kid and my husband are around me. Even if it's more work, I just love having their presence. Hope your weekend is going well. SOURCE OF CREATIVITY As someone who struggles with feeling creative constantly, I found this to be an inspiring and thought-provoking lecture. It's worth the 20-minutes of your time. [thanks to viv who led me to the link] Also, I loved Eat, Pray, Love and look forward to her next book. 52 QUESTIONS AND TECHNIQUES - TAG 9  It might seem odd but the first thing that came to my mind was my pregnancy. Even though I really want this baby and I am so happy she or he is coming, this has been a long, hard pregnancy. I know it could be much worse but, for me, it's been a journey in being brave. Trips to ER, a LOT of throwing up, anemia, resulting in more medication than I wanted. But, I'm almost at the end of this journey and can't wait to meet my little one. This week's technique was simple. I drew a profile of a pregnant woman looking down. I put glossy glaze all over it and then microbeads on the glue. I left it overnight and then put another layer of glossy glaze over it so the beads wouldn't fall off. I made a little heart out of wire with a small flower on it which I glued to the pregnant woman. I then inked the rest of the tag and wrote along the profile. That's it.  I am combining Emily Falconbridge's art journal questions with trying a new technique each week. You can see the full list: here DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 6 2009  Finally relaxing a bit. The end of the week is always easier than the beginning at work and allows me to rest more which is great. Still got one more thing due and then I can focus on doing some creative therapy art this weekend. I also plan to rest as much as possbile. I have to clean up my table first though since it's messiest it's been in months. Happy Friday!! TURNING FOUR  With the March kit from A Million Memories. These are photos from david's 4th birthday. i tried to blur the other kids just in case. i wanted the album to be messy and fun so i used gesso and paint and a bunch of rubons. tfl.                   SPELLING MOM  Journaling Reads: we received this toy for your birthday last year but forgot it in the closet so when i finally took it out you were instantly fascinated and wanted to spell everything. i patiently helped you a little bit every day but my favorite moment. was when you called me. into the kitchen and said "I have a surprise for you." You had spelled "MOM" all by yourself. Definitely my favorite moment of the week. tfl. TRICK CANDLES  Journaling Reads: you were very excited to celebrate your birthday at school we bought tiny little brownies one for each of your classmates and four for you. even daddy took the morning off so we could celebrate together. after we lit the candles everyone sang for you and you waited patiently until it was over so you could blow out the candles. what you didn't know was that they were trick candles so just when you thought they were out they came right back. just watching the surprise on your face was worth it. tfl. DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 5 2009  Yesterday turned out ok afterall. I went to the doctor, heard the little one's heartbeat, and managed to stay awake through the musical and even make it through today. For the most part at least. It had been a long time since I went to a musical and I really had no idea about the story so I enjoyed all of it very much. I even managed to stay up a little later than usual and work on my kit and tag. Jake left for New York this morning. I wish I were there with him; I really miss the city a lot. Even six years later. DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 4 2009  Rough and long day today. Back to back meetings and then I have to pick up David and rush to the doctor's and then rush back home and get dressed cause I'm going to see Wicked on Broadway (well in San Fran) tonight. Even though I am really looking forward to it, I haven't stayed up past 10pm for 7 months now and I am not sure I'll make it through so we'll see. Feeling a bit worn out and worn down. Wishing life was a little simpler. Just one of those days I guess. DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 3 2009  David build a Star Wars tent today and I wanted to share:  Started working on the kit a bit and even started my tag but things are moving slowly since I am still quite exhausted and going to bed early. DAILY PHOTOS - MARCH 2 2009  Feeling tired as always but things are going ok for us. Jake's liking his work, David's a happy little boy, I am doing ok and the little one seems to be growing just fine. So, all in all, I don't think we can compain. A little over three weeks to my maternity leave and my sister is coming right on the day I go on leave and I haven't seen her in person in almost three years so I am very excited. April is promising to be very hectic but I am planning on taking it easy as much as possible. Especially if the Braxton-Hicks gets worse. Hoping to work on the new AMM Kit, some catalyst and my tag this week. I want to do some art every day just for me. Let's see if I can. CATALYST 51 - TIME TOGETHER  Here are my words: It might seem silly but something I do for myself each day is to spend time with my son. I've always dreamt of staying home when I had children but as it works out, I am now working a full-time job so it's really important to me to make sure I spend quality time with my son every single day. As much as I know my son loves it, too, it's really something I do for myself. This is not one of my favorites art-wise but the feelings and thoughts are genuine. come, play. Daily Photos - March 1 2009  Mostly a day to rest today. Feeling more and more tired lately but I guess that's not surprising as I go into my eighth month. Yesterday ended up relatively productive after all but not today. I am trying to learn to be ok with that since I don't have a choice and I am working on the most important project which is making sure the baby is growing safely. Happy March!! |
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