Tiny Birdie
I don't know the names of these birds but they are often on the edge of the water and they generally travel in groups. They move unbelievably fast. It's impossible normally catch a shot of them so I am actually very pleased with this particular photo. It was taken with the 70-200 zoom and in La Jolla Shores beach. Now if only I knew what kind of bird it was...

When Not to Read
I am an avid reader. If the excerpts and the 50 books links aren't enough to convince you, let me assure you that, under normal life circumstances, I read one to two books a week. I love reading and I've loved reading ever since I was little. So, it was a bit odd that when I got pregnant, I didn't rush to buy all the books on the subject or visit the plethora of websites that giver advice and information.

My first hesitation was statistical. There's a higher than average chance of having a miscarriage in the first three month of a pregnancy, especially with the first pregnancy. Thus, I told myself that I didn't want to get excited and caught up in all the reading. That felt like a pretty legitimate reason not to buy anything.

Once the first trimester was over, I was so busy throwing up that I didn't want to get up from bed, let alone go out to buy books. So another two months passed and I still hadn't read a word about being pregnant or the baby growing inside of me. (Not to lie, there was one website I went to ocassionaly which told me what week I was in and what that meant.)

On Month Five, once the puking stopped, I decided it was time to go out and purchase some books. Since my pregnancy was already almost at the end of its second trimester, I didn't want to spend too much time or money on pregnancy books. Instead I bought books on the baby's first year, teaching sign language, helping your baby sleep, etc. I bought only one pregnancy book that was supposed to be fun. I came home and read that one first.

After 60 pages, I had to put the book down and I never picked it up again. The same thing happened this week when I attempted to read our Childbirth Preperation class book. I can't seem to get through these materials. A jaded person might claim it's because I am not excited about the baby (which is definitely not true) or I am in denial somehow (which is also absolutely false). I am no longer feeling bad about not wanting to read. I've decided it's healthier not to read.

There are about 10 pages in each of these books that tell you what a "normal" pregnancy/birth is like. The rest of the several hundred-page book talks about things that can go wrong. Or it talks about things that will definitely happen and that aren't pleasant. Like bleeding or severe cramps or acute pain. While it's a good idea to know enough to be able to differentiate between the normal and the abnormal, I am not sure that knowing the details of how painful labor might be will help me go through it more smoothly.

I figure that at this point the baby is big enough that it will hurt no matter how the baby comes out. I also know that the six-week class gave us more than enough information on what to expect, what's a bad sign, and when to goto the hospital. The rest is stuff I don't need to know.

I am going to stick to baby books instead.