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Budgie

I remember the day I went to pick out my budgie. The man at the bird store told me that only the males had the potential to speak. When I asked him which one was a male, he said that these were all babies and that I wouldn’t be able to tell for many months. He also said that by then I'd be so in love with the bird that it wouldn't matter. So I picked the little parakeet according to his color. As opposed to the common yellow/green ones, mine was originally white and lilac. In the four years I've owed what I later found out to be a male bird, his colors went from pale purple to a soft blue with darker patches around his cheeks. He's also developed a small yellow section on his head. My favorite part is his eyelids. They match the baby blue color of his back and they make me smile each time I catch a glimpse.

Even though he's a male, my birdie can't speak any words but I sure do love him like crazy.


As a little kid, I had huge ears that stuck out through my thin, straight hair. (We call them ladle ears in Turkish, but Jake says there is no English saying for someone with big ears that stick out.) Each time we were in the bathroom together, getting ready for school, my sister would tease me and say that I shouldn't put my hair up cause it made my ears stick out even more. Over the years, my ears stayed the same size while the rest of my body grew. My hair also got thicker and wavier. I'm quite sure, my ears don't stick out as much anymore, but I still don't wear my hair in a ponytail.


Since I need help relaxing and since I thought it would be tons of fun, I decided to take pottery classes. Saturday morning was my first session. I put so much effort into holding the clay properly that my fingers made strong imprints on the clay, prolonging the process called 'centering' which is when you need to smoothen out the clay's outer surface. My teacher kept teasing me and asking me where all my frustration came from and whether we could do something to get rid of it. I figured telling him that that's why I took pottery to begin with would be futile.

Previously? Friendship.


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