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Bubbling Up On the surface life is good. I wake up every morning with a smile on my face and sleep in my eyes. I brush my teeth and comb my hair. I pick my clothes for the day and prepare my bag. On the surface all is well. I walk from class to class, sucking in the new information, feeling my brain swell. I try to mold my mouth to fit the mouthpiece and make the reed vibrate just the right amount. I sign. I force my brain to think in Japanese. I work. I go from meeting to meeting, talk about the system and our vision and the multitude of requirements. I sit at my computer and reply to email. I code perl. I write queries. I read through the specifications of the messaging-based programs the department recommends. On the surface successes outweigh the failures. I come home and watch the TiVo. I call a friend or two. I read a book or two. I stare at my computer and read about other people's lives, thoughts and interests. I hug Jake. I talk to my bird. I write. On the surface I smile. I go to bed. So does Jake. On the surface life goes on. I hear the consistent exhale and inhale of his breathing. I cry. Previously?Socially Unacceptable. |
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